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Old 07-16-2015, 12:48 PM
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The Doctors' Lounge (OT) #340: Episode 340: The One Where Ju doesn't know what to do with her life anymore.

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Old 07-16-2015, 12:56 PM
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Sorry for the selfish title

And yes, Ainara, I totally agree, I DO need motivation. That's exactly what's missing in my life right now. I wake up feeling sad, I spend the day feeling sorry for myself, and go to bed that same way. I don't feel like doing anything. Like, I'm unemployed, but I could be using this time to study, watch a thousand tv shows, plan trips, read so many books. Yet...I don't. Nothing is interesting. Nothing makes me feel anything. Except, perhaps, coming here on and other social media.

I cried for hours yesterday while Mateus was here, I was so down I scared him, like, HE started crying cause he thinks I'm gonna be sick with depression. I'm not gonna lie, I've feared this as well, I already have panic disorder and I don't need depression on top of it, but I always think that my awareness of it shows that that's not what I have, that I'm just really really blue...He even asked if I wanted to go talk to my therapist again, that he'd pay for it, but see, that makes me feel even worse, I DON'T want him paying for things!
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Old 07-16-2015, 01:32 PM
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I think it´ll be good for you if you make a trip, it´s not to have far away or something, go out, spend the day in some new place.... I think it could helps you, it helps me. You need not think of anything and clear your mind.
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Old 07-16-2015, 02:23 PM
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Yeah, that would help a lot. What doesn't help is that, to go on a trip I'd actually need money, which I don't have because I don't have a job I feel bad that Mateus has had to pay for the last trips we took, and we'll probably have to pay for the next one too, when we go for my nephew's birthday. We won't even be able to take our vacation trip anymore, which would be in December, because there's no way I'll be able to help with anything
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Old 07-19-2015, 08:28 AM
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How are you, Ju? Feeling better?
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Old 07-19-2015, 05:52 PM
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Yeah, much better, Ainara, thanks The weekends always make me feel better because that's when I feel it's okay for me not to be doing anything, cause it's the weekend And it was a really great weekend, too

Anyway, about that crazy school I tried to get a job at, they offer tech courses, they're not high school, and they're not college, they're somewhere in the middle, like, give you professional qualification, and they last a year and a half. Even though I hate that school for rejecting me, I passed their exam to study there in their administration course. I'm not exactly suuuuper excited about it, but I'm gonna take the course anyway, cause I figured if I wanna do something other than teaching, I gotta LEARN how to do something else first and I gotta start somewhere so, why not studying. Maybe that'll give me more job opportunities afterwards. Besides, I ca quit anytime I want if I don't like it or it's not a good course. I'll give it a try and see what happens


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Old 07-20-2015, 04:07 AM
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Great news, Ju. I wish you all the best.

My weekend was busy and stressful. I met Michael J. Fox and the whole Back to the Future cast, so THAT was wonderful. But London transport was an absolute nightmare and I had a wheelchair user with me the whole time. Really really stressful.
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Old 07-20-2015, 09:11 AM
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Great, Ju !

^ So cool Stephen !!!

I have been doing night shifts this weekend and I´m doing morning shifts this week, really tired of those sleep changes....
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Old 07-20-2015, 06:52 PM
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Ugh, I have a bladder infection and it HURTS like hell
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Old 07-20-2015, 09:55 PM
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I feel like this title could be about my life as well

That sucks about the infection Ju, hope it gets better soon! Sorry you've been feeling so blue maybe your therapist could help though? I know it can be hard

Ainara what department are you working in now?

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I went to The Eagles concert Saturday night, it was really good!
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Old 07-21-2015, 02:57 PM
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Jealous! I would kill to see The Eagles live.
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Old 07-21-2015, 06:10 PM
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So now it's been 24 hours of pain, and many of those hours spent at the hospital waiting on exams. Tomorrow I start with the medication, and tonight I start with the pain meds. Hopefully all meds work, this has been driving me insane, I could barely sleep last night

Thanks Kate
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Very sorry to hear that. Sending you strength!
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Old 07-22-2015, 08:27 AM
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Thank you, fortunately it's getting better
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Old 07-22-2015, 12:25 PM
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Ju I hope you get better, if you has started with the antibiotics and pain drugs, you will feel better.

I am in the Urology, Nephrology, ENT ward. I could treat you, Ju

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I can´t wait for the weekend, two more mornings....
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He’s... he’s everything to me. He’s my life. I feel complete when I’m with him and I feel empty when we’re apart.
He... he’s the father of my children, and he’s my soulmate. - Carol
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